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my internship in US most likely concentrating on learning a new culture and adaptation of new environment and atmosphere. if before this, i was mixed around with bunch of malay people but now i have to mix around with americans and speak in their language which is english. yes i know it's not hard to speak english but to me it's a big challenge because knowing that you are not used to speak using that language back there in Malaysia. (just ignore my writing skill because i promise to level it up along i'm in here)! it's a challenge for you when you have to work with people that totally different from your background. and it made me felt like a huge dummy... but when i think about it back, i used to remind myself that this is part of self - learning. this internship it's not focusing on how well you manage impress your boss at work because they were not expecting an excellent work because you are a student and you can't do nothing much unless you were very good. ...

athens, ohio located in United States was a quite a rural area if i would like to compare with Shah Alam in Malaysia. but it is seemingly to be such a peaceful town full of friendly people. i never thought that i would be able to have a chance to experience all of these events. but i'm not daydreaming anymore... i am standing at the land of the United States. throughout the journey from KL i was scared and excited at the same time. scared because i was actually traveled by myself and excited because it was my very first international flight. i never leave Malaysia (the farthest place i had been to would be Terengganu.. hahaha). KL to Amsterdam took about 13 hours and honestly i didn't enjoyed it. From Amsterdam i continued my next flight to Detroit (first door to the United States) and i can tell you that it was the worst flight ever, let me highlight it here that DELTA AIRLINES is the most annoyed and lame airlines! the crew was pathetic and all of them make me pissed off... ...

hmm... novel ni dah 2minggu actually aku khatamkan... tapi baru berpeluang nak comment about this novel... yup it's a brilliant story... congratulation once again to my fave author - Habiburra hman el-Shirazy .... mungkin ia tak sehebat karya agung beliau - ' Ayat- ayat Cinta ' tetapi novel ini lebih kepada satu pengajaran buat pembaca berkenaan dengan cara kehidupan yg bersederhana dan berusaha untuk menggapai kejayaan meskipun dalam keadaan yg sukar... kagum dgn ketabahan Azzam sebagai watak utama dalam novel ini yg tidak sekali pun merintih dan mengeluh walaupun sudah 9 tahun menuntut BA di Mesir dan tidak juga lulus hanya kerana mahu mencari duit utk dihantar pulang kepada keluarganya di Indonesia... Kadangkala aku terfikir wujudkah insan seperti beliau di muka bumi ini? jalan cerita cinta beliau tidak juga mudah... pelbagai dugaan dan akhirnya jodohnya tetap Anna Althafunnisa yg diidam-idamkan... tetapi satu yg saya perasan melalui penulisan novel ini ialah ia tdk by...

i made diz one while i was listening to 'Nobody' song from Wonder Girls... it meant a lot to me within this sticky situation... i juz hope i will be breaking free diz unpleasant feelings... diz poem entitled SEGI TIGA : tiga segi, yang ku binakan sendiri, menjadi penjara perasaan, yang kian lama menyempit, memampatkan kasihku, penjuru mana harusku tuju? kanan ku jelita, kiri ku bahagia, rapuh sendi tulangku, tidak mampu lagi berdiri untuk mendongak ke langit, menadah tangan meminta simpati, dari DIA di atas sana, semoga akhirnya ku temui, penjuru destinasiku! -alif al-kausar- 6.15 am / 23 dis 2009 :P